Friday 30 April 2010

Money ~

I think I finally let go of it d =D
Finally I am free from that, I'm glad that I successfully untie myself from my own rope.
Nevertheless, I am still afraid. More time is needed.

I am working right now. Yea. I know is redundant for me to say that.
But I will not get my salary. Not by June or July.
I don't know when, but definitely will be after that, and hopefully won't be later.

Indeed, money is hard to earn.
I earn less than RM800 for the 1st 3 month of this year.
Instead, I am in debt of RM2k since the beginning of the year.

Beside teaching in school, I am also teaching in a tuition center.
Every Thursday after I back from school, eat my dinner, no bath, I'll drive to the tuition center.
From 8 to 10pm.
Thank God that it is on Thursday, it is the day where I have the least period to teach.
So, still ok, won't be so tiring, but every Thursday is a long day for me.
At least that the tuition won't pay me late, and so now I have to depend on the money that I get from teaching tuition to survive. RM160/month. ><

At this rate, I'll not be able to pay all my debt by June.
Hopefully my house wall won't have any red paint after that. haha..

So, I am now searching more ways to earn money.
I tried to sell things online, but it is too complicated and I am too lazy to explore and do the necessary work.

Is there any 'easy' way to get money? lol~~

Monday 19 April 2010

Best part time job

Primary Teacher!

On the day of April fool, I stepped into a primary school and became a temporary teacher.

Thank God for this job. I thought I was out, but in His grace, He provided me this path.

And I condemn my previous job. If she's not a female, or she's not pregnant, I'll have scolded her. She must have to feel that she's lucky as she haven't touch my limit YET, though she ALMOST trigger it.

Ok, why I say that this is the best part time job.
Firstly, the pay is reasonable. The pay is actually pretty high if you apply it with your STPM result, though it may not as high as some of the promoter job, but it is reasonable.

Next, the working hour is short compared to other job. 5 days per week, each day 7 hours. Saturday co-curriculum 2 hours. And I am lucky that I didn't teach any main subject beside English. I am teaching music, kemahiran hidup, pjk, kajian tempatan, and few useless subject such as sivik and moral. And I still get the same pay as those teacher that teach main subjects, where they actually have more work loads than me.

In addition, I get to train my ability to manage student and at the same time, my voice. I am the currently the 'worst' teacher in the school cause the students like me. Lol~ They like me=they are not afraid of me. Unlike those experienced teacher, I need to always carry my rotan around with me in order for me to feel secure. Sometimes I admire those teacher that students will scare of them when they see their FACE, not their ROTAN. Despite everything, I am quite sure that the ability to manage student will be useful to me in the future.

Furthermore, this job also train my ability to deliver message appropriately to the students. I am 'famous' for 'don't know how to say', means I usually don't know how to put my thought in words and deliver them properly to other people. So yea, I am under training now.

Besides that, you know, kids are cute when they are not naughty. I actually enjoyed teaching the subject pjk to standard 1 student, note that pjk is not pj. I'll ask them did u all wash your hair? Do you all brush your teeth everday? And they answer 'YES' or 'NO', then pointing finger to other people and so on.. They are noob and thus they are cute. Haha.

Last but not least, cute girls~ Haha. Oh please don't think that I am some kind of pervert. Who doesn't like cute girl? They are just entertainment for my eyes when I am in class and nothing else. Don't think that I'll treat them extra good, I am a fair teacher, I treat everyone the same in class, no matter who you are.

Despite the benefits, I still prefer to study than working.
And one of the disadvantage of being a teacher is I'm not exposed to the outside world much, as I am always playing a 'powerful' character. But in most of the job, I'll always be the 'smallest' person in the group and struggle myself up.

This post looks like an essay huh? These day I am working hard to write essay to apply for scholarship. Thanks Sherlyn for editing the essays for me. Though my chance of getting it is like 0.1%, but I take the super complicated application process as my assignment, which I must submit everything before the closing date. By the time I completed everything , the amount of paper that I need to send might be more than 100 pieces.
So, is like doing an assignment.

Just, All the Best!

Saturday 3 April 2010

Things

I think a lot these days.
Many things I think

I need a place for me to throw out my things.

Maybe I can throw them out through blogging.
Or shout them out in facebook.
Or find someone to talk.

But I don't feel like doing all that.
Blogging or writing them in facebook is too public.
And I don't feel like talking to people also.

I know that after some time, some will get settled, some I'll don't bother anymore, while some maybe I'll just forget them.

Yesterday night I was lying, eye closed, but mind was like a war field.
I think about many many things.
And I actually wanted to write them out, Here!
But no!

A few people I want to scold, there's one I feel like beating her up!
A few things I feel is unfair.
A few issue that was supposed to be not right but people debate over it and made it seems to be so right.
A few people that I, don't know what to do for them.
A few important things undone, don't even know how to start.
A few people that I suddenly miss.
A I-feel-old but still-fresh feeling suddenly back.
And few others

Let me just assume that I had write everything here after I posted this.
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