At last, I broke down.

The missing piece of puzzle is found.
The hidden truth is uncovered.
The whole picture is clear.

I am stupid to realize it so late.

No words to describe my feeling now.
Thank God that I didn't collapse totally.
Thank God for protecting my life, grant me the rationality, so that my life was not harmed.

Though its bleeding but I think I can be normal,
not by myself, but with God's strength.

Should I stay or let go?