Lifeless

Lazy to update this blog since I feel that I am so lifeless although that I'm working now.
No, working also doesn't mean that you are not lifeless.
But my lifeless here is as in I don't have a goal.
Everyday work, computer, sleep.
I am finding 'something' which I can do or learn or a mission to accomplish.
But me, this person, yea...me, I won't move on without any Pressure!
Maybe today let say I set that I want to read a book (definitely is not a story book) in 1 month time, I'll read 10 pages for the 1st day, wow! very semagat!
5 pages the 2nd day, the fire still burning...
then 3 pages, 2 pages.......
ok is a bit boring....nvm....hold on...1 more day...2 more days.....1 week.....OK, nvm, give up!
So, besides a goal, I need some 'factor' to push me also.

How was my Sabah trip?
It was ok the whole journey till the Black Saturday.

And after I back from Sabah almost every night I dream.
Not sweet dreams. Don't know what kind of dream also, which causes me to be confuse between the real world and the dream world.
And I guess I had nightmare 3 times concerning my stp result....which freak me out..><

MSN is boring, facebook is boring, Blogger is also boring nowadays.
So now, I online, I read manga....haha...
But I didn't enjoy entirely also, just nothing to do so find something to do...

K, that's all.

Happy Birthday to Siew Pei(27), Nying Sher(28) and Xin Yi(28).
Oh...and Uncle Chua(28) also! HAHAH!