No conclusion

I have been searching and searching since 25th of Feb.
Now, I am kinda fed up.
Maybe I should just put whatever course that I got the 'feel' to study de and just go for it.
Don't care whether I totally understand of what the course is all about, and the most important thing is what can I do after I graduate?

Yea, just choose some course that will let me further study about BIO since I like it so much (though it fail me eventually) and just do whatever job available after I graduate.
Maybe I should just choose Sains-Major Biology.....after that go master...after that go become lecturer....good huh? hahaha...

行行出状元。
Means every job also can have a bright future.
This is very true, whatever course you get, as long as u graduate from it, and be excel in that area, you'll definitely be as bright as the stars, moon, sun or whatsoever.

But the problem is, what if you do not like what you are doing?
I mean for example you don't like to work in the lab but you go and choose course like biotech or biomed which require you to do heavy research?
Every morning you wake up and complaint to yourself say.... aiyo, must go lab again, sien~!

Do I want a bright future?
Yea, I think so, I think everyone also want to have a good future.
But actually what is the definition of this 'bright'?
Some people say must be rich la, some say must be famous, while other want to have power, some want to discover something so that his name can be recorded in the world history.....

But does all that guarantee a Good and Peaceful Life?
You might be rich but not necessarily will be safe.
You might be famous but not necessarily will have peace.
You can be one of the most powerful person in the world and yet you are lonely.

Or yea, maybe you are really successful, you have all the above including the 'not necessary'.
How about your spiritual life?
Most probably at last the only feeling left for you is Vain.
(double click the word and see the synonym of it if you don't know what is the feeling of vain)

Swt....I don't know how I got so far....whatever....

So, the conclusion is, there's no conclusion.