如果我变成回忆 If I become a memory

Tank

Verse 1:
累了
lei le
Tired

照惯例努力清醒着
zao guan li nu li qing xing zhe
As usual, trying hard to keep myself awake

也照惯例想你了
ye zao guan li xiang ni le
And as usual, I think about you.

好怕一放心睡了
hao pa yi fang xin sui le
Afraid that when I fall to sleep

心跳在梦中不听话的
xin tiao zai meng zhong bu ting hua de
My heartbeat will disobediently

就停止了
jiu ting zhi le
And stopped

Verse 2:
听着
ting zhe
Listening

呼吸像浪潮拍动着
hu xi xiang lang cao bai dong zhe
My breathing, like the tidal wave, fluctuating

越美丽越让我忐忑
yue mei li yue rang wo tan te
The more beautiful, the more fear I feel.

我还能珍惜什么
wo hai neng zhen xi shen me
What can I still appreciate

如果我连自己的脉搏 都难掌握
ru guo wo lian zi ji de mai bo  dou nan zhang wo
If I can't even control my own pulse

Chorus 1:
如果我变成回忆
ru guo wo bian chng hui yi
If I become a memory

退出了这场生命
tui chu le zhe chang sheng ming
And quit this life

留下你错愕哭泣
lui xia ni cuo e ku qi
Leaving you crying alone

我冰冷身体 拥抱不了你
wo bing leng shen ti  yong bao bu liao ni
But my cold body can't embrace you

想到我让深爱的你人海孤独旅行
xiang dao wo rang shen ai de ni ren hai gu du lv xing
When I think that I am leaving you(the one that I love) to travel alone in the crowd

我会恨自己 如此狠心
wo hui hen zi ji  ru chi hen xi
I will hate myself for being so cruel

Chorus 2:
如果我变成回忆
ru guo wo bian cheng hui yi
If I become a memory

终于没那么幸运
zhong yu mei na me xing yun
Unfortunately

没机会白着头发
mei ji hui bai zhe tou fa
I don't have the chance with my white hairs,

蹒跚牵着你看晚霞落尽
pan shan qian zhe ni kan wan xia luo jin
hobbling, holding and watch the sunset with you

漫长时光总有一天你会伤心痊愈
man chang shi guang zhong you yi tian ni hui shang xin quan yu
As the time passed, your wound will be healed 

若有人可以让他陪你
ruo you ren ke yi rang ta pei ni
And if there's someone willing and can accompany you

我不怪你
wo bu guai ni
I won't blame you

Verse 3:
快乐
kuai le
The joy and happiness

什么时候会结束呢
shen me shi hou hui jie shu ne
When will it end

哪一刻是最后一刻
na yi ke shi zui hou yi ke
When will be the last moment

想把你紧紧抱着
xiang ba ni jin jin bao zhe
Want to hug you as firmly as possible

可知你是我生命中的
ke zhi ni shi wo sheng ming zhong de
Do you know that you are the one in my life

最舍不得
zui she bu de
That I can't leave the most

(Repeat Chorus 1 and 2)

Last Chorus:
如果我变成回忆
ru guo wo bian cheng hui yi
If I become a memory

最怕我太不争气
zui pa wo tai bu zheng qi
What I afraid the most is I wlll be too

顽固地赖在空气
wan gu de lai zai kong qi
stubborn and live in the 'air'

霸占你心里每一寸缝隙
ba zan ni xin yi mei yi chun feng xi
And dominant every space in your heart

连累依然爱我的你痛苦承受失去
lian lei yi ran ai wo de ni tong ku cheng shou shi qu
And let you (the one that still love me) to suffer the lost (of me)

这样不公平 请你尽力
zhe yang bu gong ping  qing ni jin li
This is unfair! Please try your best 

把我忘记
ba wo wang ji
To forget me

Kean Peng, learn!
Specially translate for you de... haha!
Hope you will understand my translation, ignore the broken english.

Random Note

-Some people damn perasan, cant stand it.

-Today I am the only survivor in my class. haha...So nice to sit at the class alone and study.

-Feels like I am a living zombie, but can't stop study, cause after slack for so long, LOTS to catch up, and I keep forget what I have studied....Ish, no time d...I want to freeze the time!

-Facebook kena hack, shit!

-Can't wait for 10 Dec.

Everyone 'Jia You' ba!

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Gooooooooooooooooooooo.......Geeeeeeeeeeeeeee........

Ish! Cis! Shitsss!

Feel very PEK CHE!

Nothing happened.

STPM fault!

Special Multiplication Method

I got this from an email, which I found it very interesting and useful.
Try to calculate 17×18 manually, I mean in your brain.
Does it takes a long time for you to get the answer?

Here is an easy way.

Take the first number(17) add with the unit number of the second number (8).-----(=25)
Multiply the result with 10-------(25×10=250)
Multiply the unit number of the 1st and 2nd number (7×8)---------(56)
Take 250+56=306, and that's your answer.

Example 1:
14×13：
(1)14+3＝17
(2)17×10＝170
(3)4×3＝12
(4)170+12＝182

Example 2:
16×17：
(1)16+7＝23
(2)23×10＝230
(3)6×7＝42
(4)230+42＝272

This method is valid from 11×11 to 19×19.

ACS Chinese Society Lian Yi Hui 2009 Opening Ceremony Video (Jumper)

Eat and Sleep

Finally I feel hungry.
For don't know how long I always feel that my stomach is very full, don't have the appetite to eat.
But now, I can eat d~^^
Surprise of the amount that I put inside my stomach for lunch and dinner just now.

Finally I feel sleepy.
For don't know how long I cant sleep, body feel tired, but mind is awake.
But now, I can sleep d~^^
But I think is over d, like keep want to sleep, always feel sleepy....==''

Do I sound like a PIG??

Can someone motivate me to start study?

Slacking week

Slacked for 1 week after trial, didn't do anything at all, except math 2 correction..

Today I told myself to start study, but don't know when I look at the book , I felt tired, and I went to sleep. Slept almost the whole day.

Then knew someone did some crazy stuff. Maybe is good to do that.
Then went to my 2nd guitar practice, the 1st was on Thursday, tomorrow going to play, 1st time, quite nervous.
I can play alone but can't sync with the piano, for slow song.
After back to home from practice, I keep practice again and again, try to recall how the piano speed, and play...till I tired, now just pray that I'll managed to synchronize with the piano well tomorrow.

Lastly, hope the season is ended, entirely.

Chinese Society 2009 Farewell Video

Chinese Society 2009 Farewell Video.

Lazy to comment.
I like it ^^

Source: Lower 6 Setia Blog

Trial

Yo WORLD~! How are you all~?

I am fine yet not fine.
Deceiving myself everyday, hope that 1 day what am I deceiving myself now will become the truth.
Yea, it'll be, 1 day, is just the matter of time, and it totally depends on me.

Trial finally ended.
Always the same feeling, Bio feels good, Math feels ok, chemistry and pa feel sucks!
But this time, chemistry and pa is SUPER DUPER SUCKS!

This is the last exam that I will be taking in school, for form 6.
And is the exam that I don't care the most.
Yea, I admit, I didn't take it seriously. Just don't have the exam mood.

I remembered during mid-term, chinese society and something was bothering me, but I somehow managed to overcome all the things that bothered me and make myself calm and study, though it was like 1 week before the exam, but at least I studied.
This time, another thing+few more things bother me. And I failed to take them off my mind.
I tried to concentrate and yea I did succeed for few times, but the other few times I failed.
Every night I'll keep turn on my bed, cant sleep, then morning need to force myself to awake.

Don't know why this year keep like that, when exam is near, bad news will come to me and bad things will happen.

Yea, Don't Care!
Is not easy to Don't Care, it just hurt every time when I do not care.
And now, + 1 more thing, Don't Care my trial result, since I also not so care about it when I was sitting the exam. The consequence will be the same, the result will hurt me.

Now what I hope is everything will be peaceful till 10 Dec.
I believe It WILL^^

Am going to be the guitarist for Sunday school this Sunday.
It will be my 1st time to stand on stage to play, to use plug-in guitar, to play with piano.
So many 1st time, and at the same time my guitar skill is very Not good.
Feeling nervous, and I know that I'll not be able to play well.

Everything will be fine!