Let's Countdown!!

STPM is on 18th November, 2009
A very fine Wednesday.

You still have time to study, if you start now.
Do not procrastinate anymore.

So, let's be always alert and let's start counting down!

Note: I can't make the countdown timer to countdown continuously, click 'set date' in the timer and set the date to 18th November and click 'save' and you will see the exact day, hour, minutes, seconds left to our big day.

軌跡 | Gui Ji

Verse 1:
怎麼隱藏 我的悲傷
zen me yin cang wo de bei shang
How to hide my sadness

失去妳的地方
shi qu ni de di fang
The place where I lost you

妳的髮香 散的匆忙
ni de fa xiang san de cong mang
The fragrance of your hair scatters hastily

我已經跟不上
wo yi jing gen bu shang
I already cannot catch up

Verse 2:
閉上眼睛 還能看見
bi shang yan jing hai neng kan jian
With my eyes closed, I can still see

妳離去的痕跡
ni li qu de hen ji
The traces of your departure (to leave me)

在月光下一直找尋
zai yue guang xia yi zhi zhao xun
I keep searching under the moonlight

那想念的身影
na xiang nian de shen ying
For that silhouette that I’m thinking of

*如果說分手 是苦痛的起點
ru guo shuo fen shou shi ku tong de qi dian
If breaking up can be said to be the starting point of pain

那在終點之前 我願意再愛一遍
na zai zhong dian zhi qian wo yuan yi zai ai yi bian
Then before the final destination point, I’m willing to love once again

想要對妳說的 不敢說的愛
xiang yao dui ni shuo de bu gan shuo de ai
The love that I dare not express, that I want to tell you

會不會有人 可以明白
hui bu hui you ren ke yi ming bai
Will anyone be able to understand?


Chorus:
我會發著呆 然後忘記妳
wo hui fa zhe dai ran hou wang ji ni
I will be staring off into space, then I will forget you

接著緊緊閉上眼
jie zhe jin jin bi shang yan
And then tightly close my eyes

想著那一天 會有人代替
xiang zhe na yi tian hui you ren dai ti
Thinking about that day, when there will be someone who’ll take your place

讓我不再想念妳
rang wo bu zai xiang nian ni
So that I will not think about you anymore


我會發著呆 然後微微笑
wo hui fa zhe dai ran hou wei wei xiao
I will be staring off into space, then I will break into a smile

接著緊緊閉上眼
jie zhe jin jin bi shang yan
And then tightly close my eyes

又想了一遍 妳溫柔的臉
you xiang le yi bian ni wen rou de lian
Thinking once again, your tender face

在我忘記之前
zai wo wang ji zhi qian
Before I forget


心裡的眼淚 模糊了視線
xin li de yan lei mo hu le shi xian
The tears in my heart, have blurred my vision

妳（我）已快看不見
ni （wo) yi kuai kan bu jian
You (I) almost can’t see it anymore

Translation:www.jay-chou.net

I have listen to this song for many years and I still love it, the music is nice and the lyrics is meaningful, from the 1st word till the last word...
Last time I don't really understand the highlighted part(with * de), cause the 1st 2 line are like not related to the last 2 lines, but now I think I understand what does it meant.

Enjoy!

Sorry..

Sorry if I had done any mistake without me realizing to any of you. I never meant to hurt anyone. In fact, I seldom open my mouth cause I scare that I'll say something wrong.
Hope that you can forgive me cause I appreciate you as a friend of mine.

Learn How to Appreciate

We always take things for granted, everyone of us, including me.
Human are forgetful, they tend to forget things around them, especially people that always care and worry for them.
I am not excluded from the list. I don't know how to appreciate.

But, this 2 days, 2 people reminded me of the value of appreciation.
One of them is Kean Peng.
He told me that he started to appreciate what he had now, especially friends around him, due to some reasons.
And I was happy for him that he had learnt how to appreciate, but I forgot to look through myself.
I forgot to ask myself whether I know how to appreciate or not.

Another person is the speaker of this morning sermon.
His sermon really had inspired me and taught me deeply the value of appreciation, especially people around you, your family, your friends, where we always take their existence for granted.

I don't know how to elaborate further, I have lot to say but I don't know how to write them down in words.
As long as, Appreciation is a 'value' and 'skill' where we must learn throughout our whole life.

Be grateful of what you have and what you don't have.

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Let me add something more to my previous post.

An interesting story happened to Kean Peng during the yesterday Qing Gong Yan.
I told him that I will blog about this but I forgot le..

Before that, let me introduce the character of this story 1st.
A girl, you can call her as 'puppy girl', she is one of the organizing committee of the Jiao Liu Hui.
During the preparation process, I guess nothing happened.
So, let me fast forward to the day of Jiao Liu Hui, that's somewhere around March.
On that day, Kean Peng used his 'eat grass' skill and attracted a lot of girl to be interested in him.
Ask him personally if you want to know what is 'eat grass' skill.

Ok, the other girl not important, let's get back to the puppy girl.
1st of all, how does the name of puppy girl came about
During one of the (boring) ceramah in the jiao liu hui, she sit in front of us, and I think Kean Peng was too boring and he told me, I am sure that the girl in front like dog.
I was like, look at him and wonder why he was so sure that the girl like dog, he said that he got psychology skill and can see through people and bla bla bla...What I think is that he was crapping~
At last we called and asked her and surprisingly she really like dog.
And later don't know how, as long as she became the 'puppy girl'.

After the Jiao Liu Ying, I think they still got contact each other, and after 4 months, finally they held Qing Gong Yan, and as what I wrote in my previous post, we went to V-Garden and had our lunch.
And during the lunch we found out and we confirmed that the puppy girl likes Kean Peng!!!
Through her words and action...and also her 38 friend.
Haha..I was laughing in my heart and Kean Peng was shy and don't know how to react.

After the lunch and when only left me and kean peng only I laugh my heart out and kean peng was like...hmm.....don't know how to say..funny reaction....

I laugh is not because the girl that like him, is their reaction are funny.

Yea, that's all about Kean Peng, blog a lot bout him today.

I have more thing to say but I am lazy to continue le...maybe next time...

Vocabulary:
Jiao Liu Hui/Ying- Inter-School Chinese Society Gathering.
Qing Gong Yan-hmm..a gather to celebrate the successful of an event, I think malay is called Majlis Kejayaan.

Another week

This blog is like becoming my weekly diary edi...swt...
Always like got nothing to write...or don't know what to write..

Monday Tuesday Wednesday don't know do what.
Oh ya, Wednesday I had the same Chemistry lesson again as last week Thursday lesson.
Don't know that the Thurs class is faster 1 lesson than the Wed class.
But nvm la, uaually I'll totally forget what I've learned in tuition, but I think this(Acid-Base titration curve) I can remember till STPM, maybe I should go for both Wed and Thurs class every week, then Chem sure A!
haha..Ok, that was a joke.. Chemistry is hard for me....hate it...lol....

Thurs I went to teach tuition again...
Yea, I will teach till the end of August, cause they are lack of teacher..
Good also , can earn some income~~ ^^
I am teaching std 6 science, prepare them for UPSR.
I thought can relax and teach but mana tau Std 6 science is NOT Easy!
Hate the physic part of it.. and some part regarding plant..

I didn't tell Wei Lun that I am going to teach there, and he didn't even notice me when he enter the (small) office, what a friend! haha~
After tuition drag me to so far to eat supper and somemore let me eat 'pig ear'... yucks! so disgusting...If I know that is the ear of pig I wont even touch it, but now it is in my stomach, no, maybe in part of my body after it is being digested and assimilated...><

Friday, Bio class suddenly cancel.
So, I was at home that night and joined the cell group after so looong time didnt join them.

Today morning went to Hokkien Association for the Jiao Liu Ying de Qing Gong Yan.
Kean Peng came and fetch me.
The Jiao Liu Ying at March but now only have Qing Gong Yan.
Not many people went, we went to Restoran V-Garden to have our lunch.
They plan to organize another Jiao Liu Ying next year during March, the planing will start at the end of this year, and we must go back as a 'senior' to help them after our STPM...lol...feel so lazy...esp need to organize one more time the thing...

Later didn't go back, Kean Peng went to pick Sherlyn up and we had lunch again. No la, only Sherlyn had her lunch. And later we went to lepak at Bukit Raja JJ.
So long never go there after the Bukit Tinggi de opened..loiter around Popular and MPH..haha...love book shop..
If i got money, I would have buy many books, but the problem is I don't have money..swt...


Ok, I know that I really need to start studying edi, slack too looooooong le....
I think, this week will be the end of my slacking week, will start my Journey to STPM from next week onward..
I have lost the momentum to study since the starting of this year...And now I need to 'regain' it....Hopefully I really can do it...

Not only me, YOU too!

All the Best! Let's Jia You together!

Long week...

If I were to plot a graph of my energy level against time, for last week , then it will slope downward with a very negative gradient till it almost touches the x-axis.

I forgot what I did last Sunday but I knew that I slept quite early that day.
Then Monday was not a good day.

Tuesday donated blood. This is my third time of donating blood.
If your body is able to donate blood, then go for it, don't scare the pain, is actually no pain, if pain also your pain is not as 'big' as those people that are in need of your blood.
Must enjoy and feel happy to think that your blood actually can save people life.

Wednesday after school went to Klang Parade with Keik wee, Siew Pei and Bryan. Why?
Cause there were a Bowling Competition! Haha
I was in under 18 male category. Guess what place I got? I got 1st!
Don't believe? I really get 1st leh, but count from behind only...hah~
Gratz to Siew Pei and Shu Gi who got 2nd and 3rd place respectively in the female category.

If I go back straight after the competition then my energy level wont decrease so much, but I had to accompany ''Sherlyn or Kean Peng'' OR ''Sherlyn and Kean Peng'' to accompany Chew Hong to pasar malam.
Weird right? Weird but true..lol...
Bowling end at around 5 or 6. Then had to wait for Chew Hong to fnish her tuition at 7.45pm.
Sit at Chi Liung modern with Sherlyn and Kean Peng day-dreaming. lol...
We met a new lower 6 friend there, Cindy, got some Gerkorama info from her since we don't really know anything about the event...

It had been 6 or 8 or 10 years I didn't go pasar malam le, last time I use to go with my mom but later I never go already. Don't know why, just didnt go.
So at around 8pm, we walked around the pasar malam and later Alwin called and said he was alone at Esso Mamak, so all of us went to Esso Mamak to accompany him. lol..
I think 10 something only I back home...luckily I called and explain to my mom before that, if not sure kena screw de...lol....

Thursday was another busy day.
Early morning marking paper. Swt.... Have to ganti Wei Lun to teach tuition at night cause he got his graduation dinner(I think so) on that day.
He passed lot of ex to me last friday to mark, but I last minute only rush..swt..

I went back home after school and bath and took my rice and prayed and before I start to eat, a call came and I answered.
It was the call from school, the teacher asked me why I signed up for the chemistry quiz but I didnt go for the exam.
I was like, did I? I really totally forgot that I got sign up for the quiz d, few days before the quiz only I heard people saying bout it and I was unhappy cause I 'dont know about it'.
Mana tau I actually signed up but I forgot...1st time I forgot thing till so completely....tak ada sisa-sisa memory pun...till now I also cant remember when I pay the money or fill the form....lol...maybe I am really old d...swt...

After the quiz, rushed to tuition at Klang Delta, to replace my wednesday class. Ate some biscuits that I took from home in the car before go up to the class, and definitely, I was late for the class. But nvm ba, miss a bit only...I think....

Back from tuition a while, need to go teach tuition pula.
The centre at Port Klang.
I almost langgar 1 lady when I was speeding on the port klang road.
How dare she cross the road like that, so dangerous, Thank God that I didnt knock on her, and the road go no other car and I 'swing' my car to the left to avoid her.
I think she'll denitely die if I langgar her, though is not my fault, but I think I will be haunted many years, maybe will need to see psychology doctor also...too scary...

Taught Math std 4 and Science std 5 for 2 hours, each class 1 hour, the students all are Malay and Indian except 1 Chinese girl. They were cute. I almost got no voice after teaching, so thirsty and yet I didnt bring any water.

Back home, still cant sleep, need to find 'Ghost Song' for the Ghost House.
After 2 hours of searching and downloading, finally I get to sleep at around 12.30 or 1am.

Friday recess time Mrs Koh played Micheal Jackson's video at Yakin Class, and she invited us to go in and watch. What a surprise. When Pn Rabiah enter my class and I wanted to go back to class to have my math lesson, she told me " ask your teacher permission to come."
I was like don't know what, just smile at her and went away.

Later stayed back at school for the preparation of the Ghost House, till the end of afternoon session and I went back home with my brother.
Reached home bath and dinner then went to bio tuition.
Now start to feel tired d, I need to keep wake myself up in the tuition to concentrate..
Almost fall to sleep when driving back home..
Reached home prepare a while then straight sleep le..

Saturday was the big day of ACS. I think this is the biggest event ACS had ever organized in the pass maybe 50 years.
I was involved the Ghost House organized by Upper 6 Setia.
There were 3 session with 3 themes, i.e English, Thai, Korean Ghost; Chinese Ghost; Japanese Ghost respectively.

The 1st session I was the security.
9am we wanted to start selling the ticket but Pn Amilia came and scold, she said need to wait all the speech finish 1st then only can start.
She was like so rude, one of our security(duno his name) almost fight with her.
Later I dismissed the crowd then she only satisfiy and say sorry and went away.

After dismiss for a while then the crowd came back again, is not we want them to be here, is they themselves want to line up there. So, cant do anything.
And some people wanted to go out from school also can't, they all gather at the foyer kecil there and few AJK gerkorama was blocking the door and don't know how to do.
Later I went and helped them to dismiss the crowd again, need to wait for the speech to finish 1st only can go out.
Sweat, damn stupid de, I don't understand why must wait for the speech to finish only can go out, is like forcing people to listen to the boring words. I saw some outsider looked so take puas cause they are like being trapped inside.

Around 9.30am or later, finally the speech is over and the concert started, and we started the ghost house.
As long as the line never end since start till end.
At last all the ghost were tired.

In conclusion, the ghost house was successful.

Sunday, that's today. I cant go and help to clean up cause I have to go to church. So sorry...
Felt tired in church also, almost fall to sleep.

And today sunday school started a new lesson which I feel is interesting, The Gospelogy.
Hopefully I can get to know more and also know how to apply of what I've learned.

That's all.
A long week...

Life...

Life is Great.

Why?
Because life is full of problems, obstacles, failure and so on.
Because of the all the downs, only we know what is ups.

Life is getting more and more exciting each day because of the challenges ahead.
Is our choice whether we want to ''Fight or Flight''

The road of life is rough, we will definitely get hurt as we are walking on it.
Is our choice whether we want to walk on it "Happily or Sadly''

We are too young to define what is life and to know what life is.

The time when your heart is full of scars is the time when you really know what is life.

p/s:
People say that life is like a drama and we are the actor in it.
I would say that how good if life is really like a drama.

Special Days

A very late post...wrote halfway and stopped for a few days..coz lazy...

These happened on 2/7/09.

Morning as usual went to school, but didn't stay long, cause there were bus in front of our school, all the upper 6 students walked up to the bus and the bus brought us to Malaysia Parliament.

Yea, we went to The Parliament.
It was a nice trip.
Enjoyed sitting alone in the bus and reading back my message.
Yea, I rarely delete my the message in my hp and there were 1000+ message in my inbox and I was clearing while reading them in the bus.
I came across to a message which makes me laugh for 1 or 2 seconds but I almost breakdown immediately after that.
My eyes suddenly got few drops of tears but surely I wont cry in front of people (not even in front of myself) and then I stopped the emotion and continued to delete message.
Deleted around 300+ message only, still got long way to go.....

Reached parliament, visited Dewan Rakyat (and Dewan Negara).
Saw few famous YB there, I wanted to listen they talk but they just keep quiet only...lol
It's rather boring to sit there and listen to them talking something which we don't really understand. Yea, the whole session was quite boring except when there was one small quarrel between Pasir Salak and Jelutong, which became a hot topic in my school now...lol..

Back to school at around 3pm.
Went back home to bath, before I bath finish then Sherlyn came d..
She borrowed my printer and then we were on the way to Kean Peng's house.
Waited for Chew Hong inside Sherlyn's car for quite long...
Finally she reached and Sherlyn and I 1 car, Chew Hong and Kean Peng another car, and we headed to Aeon.

Yea, Aeon again, I was quite lazy to go when they asked me few days ago.
I don't know why at last I went, I think is because I wanted to sing 2 songs..
They said going greenbox, and I wanted to sing that 2 songs so much...
1 the lyrics is in my previous post, while another one is 'ai wo bie zou'...
Felt in love to that 2 songs, if u want to listen in school, ask Kean Peng to bring his hp and ask him to on for you..haha...

Ok, continue to Aeon.
Kean Peng and Chew Hong reached 1st, then Sherlyn and I only reached.
We met up in front of McD, but Kean Peng and Chew Hong said they want to go to the toilet and Sherlyn and I sit in the McD and wait for them.
Sherlyn said that she's fasting for rally, and should pray for it.
So, I asked her to pray, and we prayed together in McD.
We prayed quite long, and after we finished our prayer both of them still havent come back.
I called them and they said they are coming back.

Later we followed Kean Peng.
And he led us to a place where Keik Wee, Siew Pei, Shu Gi and Say Yin were hiding and when I reached there, a cake was in front of me and they sang a birthday song.
It was really unexpected. Yea, I was surprised.

Thanks a lot to all of them.
Felt so paiseh when I knew that they didnt go back home after parliament cause want to make this surprise for me.
I do feel touched. Surely I wont show out in any of my expression, but I can write here...
Yea, I was touched and I can't say anything other than THANKS~!

Later we went to the food court of Aeon and ate the cake.
Then we lepak around and watched Transfomer 2.
It was not bad, althought it drag a bit but overall I feel that is it better than Transfomer 1.

After that went to Esso mamak and ate my dinner with Kean Peng and Alwin.
And back home and that was the end of the special day.
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3rd July, 2009. I am officially 19. (So old d~~)
Nothing much happened in school.
People wished me and I said thank you.

After school, Chinese Society meeting.
1st time everyone is so punctual.
And I was shocked when I turned around and looked where class U6 Setia was full of people (I was writing the post-to-be-elected on the board and didnt noticed of the people behind me)
And finally, the committee for the Farewell Party is officially formed.
Soon, we can pass everything to the new board edi, after around 3 more meetings.

Will feel happy+ sad for that.

That's all.
To Kean Peng: I liked your ''surprise in surprise''! ^^