冻结 | Dong Jie

JJ Lin Jun Jie

Verse 1:
不小心回到那一天 不小心一切又重演
Bu xiao xin hui dao na yi tian, bu xiao xin yi qie you chong yan
Accidentally back to that day, accidentally everything are replayed.

你如此完美的一切 竟会出现在我的世界
ni ru ci wan mei de yi qie, jing hui chu xian zai wo de shi jie
The perfectness of you suddenly appear in my world

Verse 2:
你说话不爱说第二遍 但偏在情人节那一夜
ni shuo hua bu ai shuo di er bian, dan pian zai qing ren jie na yi ye
You don't like to repeat the thing that you said, but during the night of Valentine,

给我你心爱的项链 说了三次对我的爱恋
gei wo ni xin ai de xiang lian, shuo le san ci dui wo de ai lian
you gave me your beloved necklace, and told me 3 times of how much you loved me.

Bridge:
我那时糊涂 不明白为何你会哭
wo na shi hu tu, bu ming bai wei he ni hui ku
I was blur that time, do not understand why you cried

后知后觉以后 领悟
hou zhi hou jue yi hou, ling wu
After a while only I realized , and understood.

Chorus 1:
冻结那时间 冻结初遇那一天
dong jie na shi jian, dong jie chu yu na yi tian
(I want to) Freeze that time, freeze the day that we first met

冻结那爱恋 冻结吻你那瞬间
dong jie na ai lian, dong jie wen ni de shun jian
Freeze that love, freeze the moment when I kiss you.

我也会疲倦
wo ye hui pi juan
I will feel tired too

你的项链 在我身边 带我穿梭回从前
ni de xiang lian, zai wo shen bian, dai wo chuan shuo hui cong qian
Your necklace is still beside me and bring me back to the past

Chorus 2:
冻结那空间 冻结有你的世界
dong jia na kong jian, dong jie you ni de shi jie
Freeze that space, freeze the world that you were with me

冻结那画面 冻结不让它溶解
dong jie na hua mian, dong jie bu rang ta rong jie
Freeze that scene, freeze everything so that it won't melt

我若是疲倦
wo ruo shi pi juan
If I were tired

你的项链 在我身边 发光在我胸前
ni de xiang lian, zai wo shen bian, fa kuang zai wo xiong qian
Your necklace is still beside me and shine on my chest

你的项链 在我身边 陪伴著我过每一天
ni de xiang lian, zai wo shen bian, pei ban zhe wo guo mei yi tian
Your necklace is still beside me and accompany me through everyday.

Residue

It takes quite some time to clear up all the residue inside.

No, it still not clean yet.

Sometimes the residue are magnified.

Doing great effort to clean it up.

It won't take in another new sensation until everything are cleared.

And no party can give it the sensation so far since the previous.

Pretty miss it.

Yet afraid of it.

Just...Don't ever be trapped.

The story goes on... ...

Application to local U

The application to local U is opened few days ago.

upu.mohe.gov.my

Just to inform those people that might don't know about it.

By the way, actually I didn't plan to post this.
But wai yee said that this is Important!
Though she asked me to post this 1st day itself, but still I am lazy and delay till today.

No harm. The closing date is 31 Mac, 2010.
So, slow and steady. Haha

And for those who want to apply for JPA scholarship can always go to

esila.jpa.gov.my

to check about it, after your result is out.

Whatever result u get(>2.5), just apply. If failed, then appeal.
You might just get it, is NOT HARD to get.

遗憾| Yi Han| Regret 方炯镔

别再说是谁的错 让一切成灰
bie zai shuo shi shui de cuo, rang yi qie cheng hui
Please don't blame on each other (again), just forget and let everything pass.

除非放下心中的负累 一切难以挽回
chu fei fang xia xin zhong de fu lei, yi qie nan yi wan hui
If we didn't let down the burden in our heart, everything will be hard to redeem back.

你总爱让往事跟随 怕过去白费
ni zong ai rang wang shi gen sui, pa guo qu bai fei
You always like to let the past to follow you as you afraid that the past will be 'wasted'.

你总以为要体会人生就要多爱几回
ni zong yi wei yao ti hui ren sheng, jiu yao duo ai ji hui
You always thought that we need to 'love few more round'(means couple up few more times) only we are able to understand what is life.

与其让你在我怀中枯萎 宁愿你犯错后悔
yu qi rang ni zai wo huai zhong ku wei, ning yuan ni fan cuo hou hui
I would rather you to be regret for the mistake that you had done than to let you 'wilt' within my arms.

让你飞向梦中的世界 留我独自伤悲
rang ni fei xiang meng zhong de shi jie, liu wo du zi shang bei
I will let you go for your dream and leave the sadness to me.

与其让你在我爱中憔悴 宁愿你受伤流泪
yu qi rang ni zai wo ai zhong qiao cui, ning yuan ni shou shang liu lei
I would rather you to be hurt and cry (by what you had done) than to let you 'wilt' within my love.

我非要你尝尽了苦悲 才懂真情可贵
wo fei yao ni chang jin le ku bei, cai dong zhen qing ke gui
I have to let you taste all kind of bitterness, only you will know and appreciate the value of true love.

(Repeat All Once)

Requested By Kean Peng.

p/s: if Have time can go watch the MV in youtube, is about some I-cant-accept act.

Lifeless

Lazy to update this blog since I feel that I am so lifeless although that I'm working now.
No, working also doesn't mean that you are not lifeless.
But my lifeless here is as in I don't have a goal.
Everyday work, computer, sleep.
I am finding 'something' which I can do or learn or a mission to accomplish.
But me, this person, yea...me, I won't move on without any Pressure!
Maybe today let say I set that I want to read a book (definitely is not a story book) in 1 month time, I'll read 10 pages for the 1st day, wow! very semagat!
5 pages the 2nd day, the fire still burning...
then 3 pages, 2 pages.......
ok is a bit boring....nvm....hold on...1 more day...2 more days.....1 week.....OK, nvm, give up!
So, besides a goal, I need some 'factor' to push me also.

How was my Sabah trip?
It was ok the whole journey till the Black Saturday.

And after I back from Sabah almost every night I dream.
Not sweet dreams. Don't know what kind of dream also, which causes me to be confuse between the real world and the dream world.
And I guess I had nightmare 3 times concerning my stp result....which freak me out..><

MSN is boring, facebook is boring, Blogger is also boring nowadays.
So now, I online, I read manga....haha...
But I didn't enjoy entirely also, just nothing to do so find something to do...

K, that's all.

Happy Birthday to Siew Pei(27), Nying Sher(28) and Xin Yi(28).
Oh...and Uncle Chua(28) also! HAHAH!

Leaving for 1 week

Off to Sabah at 12.50 pm. Alone....sien~
Coming back on the 12th, 8.05pm. With my grandparents...Yeah~

But the next day after coming back from Sabah will start working.
Yea, the last week to enjoy~! -=(

Hope It will be a nice trip. =)

A Whole New Year -- 2010!

Welcome 2010!

Twenty-Ten?
Two Thousand and Ten?
Two O One O?
Haha, Whatever is it.
As long as it is a fresh and new year.

Nothing much to say.
Just hope this will be a good year.
And each and everyone of us will become a better person.

Yea, really nothing to say.
Just write for the sake of writing as today is the 1st day of the year.

That's all.

2009

I have lots to write, but I am lazy.

hmm...let's see, what I did during the holiday?
Movie, movie, movie, my computer got too much movie for me to finish, I thought can complete all of them in this month, but now not even 50% I managed to watch.
Also busy with Christmas Events.
Then hang out with almost the same people..haha..
hmm...nothing much..

Oh, or maybe I should ask what happened or what I did for the whole year of 2009.
This year, is special for me, is a year with some ups and many many downs.
Yea, every one do have their ups and downs for this year, nothing special.
But for me, it is relatively special as before that, I lived a 'dull' life, no big things happen, no drama, no rumors, no betrayer, no breaking apart, no harassment....
The 'dull' life is actually a peaceful life for me, I hate dramas, hate all that I mentioned above.
But, I did learned a lot if I were to see it from the bright side.

According to time,

The Fake Feeling.
The real but unaware feeling.
The betrayer.
The lesson of trust.

The 1 day camp.
The unaware falling in.
The 1st msg.
The practice.
The sports.
The strong feel.
The 1st tp.
The 2nd tp.
The burning heart.
The confession.
The transition.
The success.
The mistakes.
The total failure.
The transition.
The Obsession.
The slowly leaving God.
The starting of the bad news.
The path of finding the answer.
The worst day ever.
The pain.
The pictures.
The final decision.
The healing.
The distance....

The harassment by a psycho.
The dramas.

These are just part of my 2009 but greatly affects me.
90% of it are something bad.
Some of them are still unsolved and they are no ways I can solve it too.
They can only be slowly diluted in the river of time.

And the biggest problem, which remain till now, is my relationship with God.
Is a spiritual war.
Lord, please let me win over the war.

No matter what, Life goes on and another year is waiting ahead of us.
How will be the year 2010?
No one knows.
But we will write it ourselves.

Christmas Eve '09

Suddenly, Christmas Eve~
Haha, yea, suddenly, 2009 is coming to end, it is fading.
We are approaching the 10th year of 21st century.

Don't know since when, every year during Christmas, I will have the same feeling.
I didn't enjoy this special event entirely.
I don't know how to describe the feeling, happy+XXX, as time passes so so fast.

Ok, let's see, today: port klang, breakfast, bank, hospital, bank, bank, bank, church.

I am proud to say that for nearly 10 years I didn't enter hospital.
I guess the last time I entered hospital was bacause my dad had operation to remove his gall.
Today, I stepped inside hospital again.

And this time, with a totally different feeling.
I know, deep down in my heart, if I can, I want to become a doctor.
BUT, yea, BUT, I know I can't face all those flesh and blood.
And today, as I stepped inside the hospital , I decided to observe, to see clearly, IF I were to see a 'bloody person', and IF I can bear the feeling, then I will rethink of whether should I pursue for medicine.

So I went in.
I saw nothing as I walk up to 3rd floor.
Then I entered the wad where all the patients are victims of road accident.
Yea, my dad's friend was involved in an accident.
He ride motorbike, bang on 1 car, fly up, helmet drop, and then drop down on the road.
His left brain was dead and now is in a state of coma.
His right hand can move, and can see he breathing very hard, but he can't wake up.
Is very sad to see him like that.
And his wife was sucking his phlegm from his throat when we reached there.
Yea, doctor open 1 hole in his throat and every hour the wife need to suck out the excess phlegm from his throat. It hurts.
But he can't do anything except keep shaking his body while the wife suck the phlegm from his throat.

Ok, back to me, as I walked in, my heart beat very fast, I knew I was walking into an 'accident wad', the patients there sure will be very 'ugly'.
But, how to say leh, the visit to the wad didn't give a result of whether I am able to bear the 'bloody' scene as all the patients are 'clean' and bandanged.
So, nothing 'big' that I can see. lol....
Maybe next time I should take a visit to the emergency room.

So, the decision after a visit to the hospital is the same as before, no medicine.

So yea, this is something that I would like to record here during this special Christmas Eve after sooo long never update this blog.

Lastly, Merry Christmas!
Jesus came to the world to save us.
Believe in HIM and we will be saved!

Oh, by the way, I went to HTAR.

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