Tough-ing

Having tough time since don't know when..
It'll keep continue till don't know when...

Sorry if any of you feel that I am ignorance or always show a bitter face , I didn't mean to do that.
I am just thinking.
And I really can't bother you if i am thinking, I need to concentrate. And I can't multitask.

I foresee a drastic drop in my coming mid-term result.
I am so not prepare for the exam..
I've prepared to face my ugly result although I really don't want to see that.

Again, I want to say, the feeling of ''when u feel like crying but you cant'' is more suffering than you can cry when you want to.

I know God is walking with me and He will guide and lead me through everything.