Titled or Untitled? -Story of Today-

I don't know how other people write their title of blog.
They write the title 1st before they write their content or after they completed everything and at last only put 1 title for what they wrote.
I am the latter.
Usually I don't know what am I going to write, but then after I have 1 'passage' already I'll think of a title for it. That's how i write my title.

Today we almost free for the whole day at school.
Here is my time table for Thursday.
Bio Bio Bio Bio Muet Muet Math1 Math1.
Bio and Muet teachers both absent today.
So, we have a lot of time!
And since is not easy for us to have free time at school, so I grabbed the chance and discuss with everyone about our trip at the end of the year!
After some suggestion and voting for our destination, finally we decided to go to Penang at the end of the year.
It'll be 4days 3 night trip to Penang at the middle or end of November.
When talk about Penang, they started to talk about FOOD.
I wonder why they don't scare fat 1. Hahaha...
Then we discussed a lot of thing. But all still undecided yet. So I asked everyone to go home and do research 1st, especially for the price of transport, and place for stay.
Hope it'll be successful ~.
Besides, finally we have our new vice president, that's Danita. Gratz~! haha...

Today learned about Partial Fraction. (Math 1)
Usually teacher will choose questions from text book for us to do.
And after that she'll say : "if you are hardworking, do it ALL."
And the girls in my class are really hardworking, they really do ALL of the questions.
I guess that's good, cause practice makes perfect, but I never try it before.
So, today, I decided to imitate them, to be hardworking to do all of the 24 questions of partial fraction.(teacher just asked us to do even number only).
And guess wat? I almost vomit blood. Haha!
Vomit blood is too kua zhang(exaggerate) edi la...But I will feel so, don't know what kind of felling, like don't 1 to continue to do anymore.
But, I still manage to do them all and fast fast on computer and online~! Haha...

Tomorrow will be a busy day.
Morning school, after school Chinese society meeting(12.30pm-2.00pm), then walk to Delta for Bio tuition(3.00-5.15). But usually 6pm only can reach home. Then bath and dinner and must prepare for cell group edi.(8.30-10.30). After that, sure must online and then only sleep.
Everything just continue from morning till night.
That's what I do almost every friday, the most busy day in a week!

Today is Wei Shern's birthday.
Happy Birthday to Wei Shern!

That's All. NIgthzzz~

Random Blog

Long time no blog(approx.1 week)..actually I wanted to write a lot of things..
But, due to my laziness...so suan le.. Let them pass by as the wind blow~..haha
These day every time online sure will listen to christian songs..
Most of them are very nice songs (not hymn)...
Thanks to Sherlyn, or rather Naruto..who actually send all those songs to me~ ^^
And me myself also download some of the others..
The songs are either sang by Hillsongs or Planet Shakers.
And I have got some chinese songs too.
I checked wikipedia for information of Hillsongs...it says they are Pentecostal Christian.
In simple words, Pentecostal christian are charismatic.
And I am surely, not charismatic.
But, is still ok to listen to their songs...guar~

Besides that, I also kinda addicted to Readers' Digest these days.
The information and story inside are interesting and nice to read.
As I am reading I'll take a pencil to mark down all those vocabulary and check it later.
Hope by using this way can improve my vocabulary in English.

Sunday have a small gathering with Ashton, Kel Sern, Hooi Hoe, Hee Chor and Jeremy @ Jeremy's restaurant. The people are incomplete without Kian Teck and Wei Lun.
Swt~

And monthly test result for Math and PA is out.
Both math, nothing to say about them except carelessness.
Really careless, +ve i wrote as -ve, addition i did multiplication.
If not due to these stupid silly mistakes, my math 2 can get full mark.
And math 1 at least can get 90% (cause there is 1 question I forgot how to do)
But no matter how i complaint is useless, only can blame myself for being careless.
I am memang careless 1, esp during exam time~...
Trying my best to 'avoid' it but still keep doing it...Haih..
Tomorrow got another math 2 test. Test on the same topic as the previous test.
Hope can do it well.

And our L6C business finally came to an end.
We have finally successfully collected RM 400 and yesterday I 'officially' handed all our efforts to teacher.
Wanted to continue to sell and the profit will be used as our class fund. If we can earn a lot then end of the year we can have a class trip!
But really need to think of a perfect plan which the thing is easy to manage, easy to sell and the profit is not too low 1....Any idea? Haha...
If we have such perfect plan, the trip will not be just a dream. It will be a reality few months ahead...

Chinese society, after 2 meetings. Everything started to fall in place.
Today we have got the permission to use the hall.
Now what I scare is those unexpected problems which they only 'appear like ghost' during the farewell party.
Just hope that everyone will do their best on their respective job. This can minimize those unexpected problems.

What can I write some more?
Hmm...My thought?
Who am I? Haha, I never really describe who am I, what's my personality and so on cause I myself also don't know. I don't know which 'species' of Human I belong to. Just be myself, doing what I should do and try to be nice.

I guess that's all for today.

Special Sunday

Ok , 1stly...is not necessary for me to talk about the prom night.
Cause there is nothing to talk about that.
1 word to describe it all..Bored.
Not because the prom night is not good(Susin is doing great job as MC), is because I have no friend there.
Sitting alone from the start till the End.
Imagine how boring am I.
If not I've promised earlier on that I'll be going, I'll rather stay at my church to hear the testimony part 2, which I guarantee the story is damn interesting.

Sunday, that's the last day and the last time for the speaker to preach in my church. After that she's going back to America. The message and the testimonial are all Awesome.
I've learned a lot from her message.
Here is the verse on that day:

Whoever has my commands and obeys them, he is the one who loves me. He who loves me will be loved by my Father, and I too will love him and show myself to him."(John 14:21, NIV)

But I prefer Chinese translation.

有了我的命令又遵守的、这人就是爱我的．爱我的必蒙我父爱他、我也要爱他、并且要向他显现。（约翰福音14：21）
Yea, that right, We should always OBEYS God's commands.
She is a very obedient and God had really blessed her in every way.
She travel around the world and preach and the most interesting part is when she said even monk also believe in Jesus. (that's a long story)
My church had recorded her preaching into DVD and we are free to take.
Anyone who is interested I'll gladly grab 1 for you. (But is in mandarin)
This is the 1st Special: Special Speaker.

After the service, Sunday school.
The 2 sister in my class, Stephanie and Melody had left us to Hong Kong for approximately 1 week. And they'll be staying at there forever(study and work there) except holiday will come back to visit us. Will really Miss them!
Our class kekuatan(ns term) had decrease by 2. Now left 3 guys and 3 girls.
But the other 2 guys always ponteng class ...so left me 1 guy and 3 girls which I am not so close to them.
If not the teacher is good, I will also ponteng the sunday school , cause the class had actually became bored after they left us.
This is the 2nd Special: the 1st week of sunday school without the 2 sisters.

Our topic during the Sunday School was about How to Handle Stress.
Haha, so coincidence, I am facing stress and the topic is about stress.
By the way, now I am ok with my 'stress' edi..no longer so tense up~
So, the teacher asked us to talk about the stress that we are facing now 1 by 1. Start from Girl A, B, C and lastly is me.
And they talked and complaint...bla bla bla...till me, I talked about my cocurricula activity
Before I managed to 'complaint' everything out, Girl A interrupted and talked about her problem concerning cocurricula activity.
Her problem is roughly like this: she got not so good result cause she don't really like to study, but she like to attend cocurricula activity but her aunt(she's a anak yatim who stay in a big family with other anak yatim, the aunt is the person in charge of taking care of them) don't let her go cause her results is not good and she also scare her become bad if she mix with bad friends.
As she's complaining, she started to cry out and continue to talk about how her aunt force her to do things that she don't like to do, for eg, study as she's crying.
I was there with my weird expression, 1 of the situation that I scare to face is to see girl crying. Haha..I just keep quiet cause scare I'll talk something wrong and make her to cry more.
The teacher tried to comfort her and promised to help her to solve her problem.
So, the whole class is about her.And she actually cried till the end of the class.
I attend Sunday school since standard 1 till form 6 and this is the 1st time I met with this Special Situation. Haha..
Anyway, Still I learned a lesson from there.
After hearing about their problem and compared to mine, I think I am still better than them.
Cause at least my family not giving any stress to me, but 3 of them have some problem with their family.
So, don't be too overwhelmed by our own problems. Sometimes if we hear from others, maybe there are facing bigger problem than us.
That's the lesson that I learned.

That's all about my Sunday.
Wednesday my mom is coming back,with my grandfather's brother. (that's my granduncle) Actually this time the purpose of my grandparents and my mom go to China is to find their relatives. My grandfather is the only one from his family who stay in Malaysia. The family relationship among them are complicated.
That'll be another long, complicated but interesting story.......

Church Activity: Come ya!

I should post this earlier but I think is still not too late for me to invite those who know how to hear Mandarin to come to my church~!
There is a Very Good speaker and she'll preach in my church for 4 consecutive days, i.e this Thursday, Friday, Saturday and Sunday.
Thursday and Friday had passed. (so sorry for that)
But if u all can make it, just come for the next 2 days. Is worth to attend~

Venue: Klang Chinese Methodist Church (KCMC) [beside Hospital Sri Kota, Wesley Church, Methodist High School, and opposite Klang Police Station] Just to let you guys to have a better picture of the location of my church. =)

Date:Saturday(18/7/08)
Time:1)3.00pm-5.00pm (talk about family)
2)8.00pm-10.00pm (talk about her testimony(part 2), I've heard the 1st part, that's on Friday, very touching)

Date: Sunday (19/7/08)
Time:1) 7.30am-9.00am (1st service)
2)9.30am-11.00am (2nd service)
*Both are the same, so choose to attend either 1 service.

She's really good. Hope all of you who read this can if you all have the free time, so please come!
Surely, I'll be the one who accompany(sit beside) you(whoever that can come) from the start till the end. So don't worry!

For further information, or any enquiry, feel free to contact me.
My email address : zheng_yii@hotmail.com
If can, kindly leave your contact number when you send email to me.

p/s : I know is a bit late to post this. Next time if my church got any special program I'll post it here as early as possible. Just hope that whoever who read this can take a little bit of your time and come .

You'll be Blessed!

Causes of Stress

What is the meaning of 一步登天? (direct translation is one step to the sky)
Ok, the straight forward meaning is from the lowest to the highest.
I just experienced it, last week, from chinese society.
In some(or most) situation, for some people, 一步登天 is a good thing.
But for me, I have 畏高症, in english called height phobia(is it the correct term?).
When I looked down from the sky, I will scare and if I fall down , then I'll be 粉身碎骨(body hancur).

Here is what had happened last week.
Friday, 12.30pm class ended. 1.00pm will have Christian Union meeting.
Since Chinese society meeting start 1st, so I planed to go for chinese society meeting 1ST and at 1.00pm will leave the meeting and go for CU.
But, Unfortunately, they got election to elect for the temporary committee for the farewell party. Wanna choose people to be in charge of the farewell party.
So, they asked for nominate. And someone ( I think is Alwin: 'thank you very MUCH') nominated me. So I went out and introduced myself with other people. And then went out of the hall to let them elect. And came back in and was surprised to see the President there written Lee Zheng Yii!
Ish, wth~! Never expect to get the highest post. From an ordinary member suddenly become president. Ok, I know is temporary, but I don't 1 and don't plan to become 1.
But, there's no turning back.
Imagine if I go out and say 'No, I don't want this post, I don't know how to do,let other people be....'' , guess I'll straight become famous and be called as coward or something like that, or let other people think that I am weird cause many people wanted the post but can't get it and now I got it but I don't want it.
Ya, I admit, I really don't know how to become one cause I have no experience at all and I am an introvert person who not really know how to talk. Maybe for some people is easy for them but for me is not an easy job at all.
Ok, back to the story.
After become the so called temporary president, they straight ask me to handle the meeting.
Many thought just passed through my brain and I quickly suit or cope myself with the situation that I am facing.
I said: " 'thank you' for your support. ok, now we.......bla bla bla..."
That's why i said earlier on, I 一步登天, but I have 畏高症, and if I fall down I'll be 粉身碎骨.
But if think another way, this is also chance for me to train myself to be a better person.
So, I'll just do it and I am doing it. Just hope everything go smooth~
This is my 1st stress~

The 2nd stress is easy to say. That's the monthly test.
Everytime got any test or exam also will causes stress to me, I guess not only me, is to everyone.
Finally done math 1&2 test and PA paper 2.
Bio and PA1 will be next week.
And chemistry till now nothing he said about the test. Haih, my chemistry teacher is hopeless.

Next, my mom now at China. This is the very 1st time she left the family and go oversea.
Since she gave birth to me until now , I am 18 this year, she never leave the family alone cause she'll always worry about us. This time if not her parents, my grandparents forced her to go with them, she won't go also. Before going also keep saying : "why must go so long? till 9 days! 1 week is more than enough edi lo~ " ...Swt, if for me, I think 9 days is rather too short to really play at China.
At 1st, I am quite stress of that, cause if she's not around, I'll be the one in charge of taking care of my brother and sister.
But luckily her eldest sister, my da yi, came and stay at my house to help to take care of them.
So, this is no longer my stress anymore.

I have high demand towards myself. That means for certain thing I do I will try to do it to the best.
This actually is one of the main cause that causes many stress on me.

Besides, there are actually more things bothering me. All causes stress to me. Shit de...
Maybe I should just vomit everything out in blog, cause I see some of the people are actually using their blog as a place to express everything out .
But I think I won't do the same thing as them cause I don't want my internal feeling to be publish out in the public. I guess that's embarrassing (merely my opinion).

Duration of writing this passage: 1 hour (now only I realized 1 hour had just passed)...
Haih..my mind become slower and slower~

And lastly, luckily I didn't forget it...
HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY TO HEE CHOR~!!

That's all. Nightz~!

Stress

Recently, Stress.

Going die soon.

Haih~

Whatever..

2 days didn't online~!
Cause I sleep 1st before I managed to touch my computer. Tired if I didn't sleep at evening. My tiredness had overcome my addiction. haha..

Today sit for my very 1st test for form 6..Math 1~ ...Did it badly.. Not satisfied..
Next week will got Bio and Math2 Test...Die also~~
Nvm, just test~ haha...
BUT, if can't even do well in test, then exam time can commit suicide already lo...haha

This evening promised Susin to go to the prom night..cause if not enough people she'll need to pay by herself...swt...So, just go and enjoy la..

This saturday going to inter-school rally, at pandamaran there. Hope it'll be fun. And at the same night my grandparents are coming from sabah...so LONG never see them edi..miss them..
February that time they all went to Sabah to celebrate my grandmom's birthday and left me alone at Kelantan. Cause of the stupid NS..Sob sob..So cruel...haha...
Nvm, this time they come I can see them edi..But usually we got nothing to talk 1...swt..

Chemistry tuition, the teacher giving stress to us...say if she simply ask a questions that she taught before and we can't answer it, she'll ask us to get out from her class. So, we need to always prepared for ANY questions that we have learned before de... Haih..
Long time never post What I've learned edi..I think I should post more for chemistry IF I have the MOOD.

That's all la~>!<

For the Past few days...

ISH~! Since last Saturday can't connect to the stupid streamyx until today only it recovered.
For me, no online no life..haha ..being addicted to online long long time ago...like addicted to drug~
1 day no online will feel like I haven't done something yet, will feel uncomfortable..hah~

Let's summarized of What I've done for the past few days, starting from last FRIDAY (4/7/08)
Hmm..let me think what I did last friday..
hmm..er..err.... Oh ya~ I song lead in Christian Union meeting. My 1st time to stand in front of people and sing~ swt... Starting so nervous, I asked that form 3 guy , nicholas, who is my partner to pray and talk and do everything and I just show face only but he forced to me pray for the starting. I prayed in english ONCE only in my whole life, that's during NS when there wass ghost possession happened there. 2 of my friends got possessed and 1 of them her bf who actually asked me to pray for her, in english, as he don't know mandarin. That was my 1st time. That was still ok even though i get stuck during praying cause there were 3 people only. But now ask me to pray in english in front of so many People~ I will faint la. hahah
Don't care la, I accepted the challenge and prayed a very short prayer with a lot of mistakes~ Swt...
Luckily after that I don't need talk a single word anymore, just sing~ =)
After CU meeting, went to bio tution with boon oong and wen yun, we ate our lunch at the restaurant opposite delta and then tuition. I was so sleepy and not really concentrate, then the teacher asked me to do some questions on the board, and I don't know how to do, Shit de..~
At night , as usual, got cell group meeting at my house. After that dota with Ah yo but lost lost lost~ haha
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SATURDAY, last day of Ah yo Sem break, he's going back to Sabah(UMS) for his 2nd year in University. Will not be seeing him for the next half year. Haih~
Since is his last day, He wanted to eat the most famous food in Klang, surely is none other than bak kut teh~ Haha
10 something we departed from my house to train station and went to Klang 'qiao di bak kut teh' (under bridge) and eat our bak kut teh breakfast there.
After eat, see the time, 11 something only, since so sien at house, so he suggested to go watch movie and the nearest cinema there is at central point. So, we walked trough the bridge and bought 2 tickets for the movie 'Wanted'. It will be starting half hour later so we lepak in the mall lo, so long I never go there and it is still the same, many hp stall and Malays there~ swt
We lepak lepak and saw there was staff from Hospital Besar Klang (the name is tengku something de) waiting for people to donate their blood there. And guess wat? One of the favorite thing that Ah Yo like to do is to DONATE BLOOD. Weird huh? haha..He was so excited and quickly pull me go donate blood with him. So we sit down and register and the nurse asked so many questions la, like scare our blood is dirty~ swt... We don't need to wait to donate since that time only ONE person is donating only... (Haihz, come on, donate blood not only can help people but also can make ourselves more healthy too, and there is no pain 1 la, even pain also wont die 1)
This is my 2nd time to donate blood, 1st time was during NS, not really can see the process cause I was lying down. But this time is different, totally different~!
I sit straight and I actually managed to see the whole process of how the needle pass through my vein. Haha.
1st the nurse take alcohol lap the hand, then inject with medicine that can cause paralyse 1, after inject my skin like got air inside, it like ballon expand out, and then the nurse took the big needle and cucuk inside there and the blood is like paip flow out from the vein. That's roughly the whole process, is actually quite geli, but I talked to myself "that's not my hand, that's not my hand" HaHa, So I've finally view the whole process and was satisfied.
After that, went for the movie, we were late for around 10minutes, but no harm, still enjoy the movie even though there is a bit fake.
Then back home and played the last match of dota with Ah Yo before he go to airport. Bye Ah Yo! ( I also don't know why I call you ah yo in blog la, haha..2gg)
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Sunday went church. Then nothing special.
And today Monday, at school our nugget plan failed due to some technical error.
But nvm, tomorrow we will sell again and hope can clear everything up~!

That's all, is a bit lengthy. ;-p

My 18th Birthday!

3rd of July, 2008. I evolved.
Yea, finally I am 18~!
Last time always think how am I gonna to be when I am 18, is it more mature and became an adult?
But I think no big change occur, I am almost the same. Haha!

Thanks to everyone who wished me, appreciate every wish.
No matter the birthday song they sang to me at class, wishes through sms, friendster comment, face-to-face wish, or even wish through blog(like bee san) haha..or in my chat box..
All makes me feel warm and happy. THANKS once again!
And surely not forgetting my family members who actually celebrated my birthday with me, Thank you all~! =)